| Hey All! Well I would say it has been frecking forever scins I wrote on here. About a year or so haha. I am still alive. I don't live in my parents house anymore. I live with my boyfriend Eric. Hes a sweet guy and I am happy where I am right now. I hope he is too. I got a new job I will be working at Hy-Vee and I will be having a working car here soon. How exciting things have been going great. I am just waiting for somthing very bad to go wrong couse I hardly have good luck ever. haha. Well I shall try to keep this updated more maybe haha.
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I can't hear you anymore I won't let you in, I'll ignore The things you say, they really bring me down I've found my happy place is on the ground
Misunderstood out in the cold I am so young but I feel old The things you say, they really bring me down I've found my happy place is on the ground
lyrics by Good Charlotte - I'm down |
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| Hey All! Well heres what been up with me. Not much just been Haning out with Kelsey and Evan and everyone eals alot this past week or so. And its been GREAT fun. I love my friends. Well I don't have to work today that I know of I called and the count number is still 120 and I am to go if its 200. Kind sucks havn't worked all this week. Allwell hehe. Well Hmmmm Might be haning out with Evan later and who ealse I don't know. Ummmm I am off to ride the fourwheeler fun stuff.
bye bye
<3Ash |
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| Hey All! Oh Fuck yeah! I just seen a preview for Spider-Man 3! And I can't wait to see it. WEEEEE. Excitment. And Evan would you please go with me to see it. Scens you didn't go to X-Men 3 with me? haha well anyways hope everyone is having a good July 3. I be going to a party later with people I work with weee. well byebye
<3Ash |
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| Hey All!
WHY do I have thses feeling. I hate it and wish it would just go away. At times I wish I could make people I have meet. Erase from my mind and theres. At times I wish I could bring people back. Just some people I wish I never have meet. I am greatful for some of the people in my life and with out them I might not be typing this crap right now. I just hate this feeling I always have when I am alone. Well the feeling of being alone no one wants to share there lives with me. And I wacth all my other friends find people lose them. And find more. Me I have only had one bf and well we all know how that one ended. I just wonder alot of time why am I really here? what is my perpus of being alive? Besides being a human punching bag!! just kidding Evan. Ugh I don't know what to do with myself anymore!_sigh_
Well for today I am going to ride the fourwheeler around. Think about shit and wait fro Kelsey to call me back. We be haning out today YAY! maybe Dennys later (so you might be getting a call after work Evan!)
Hmmm should listin to this song more. Haha Move Along! one of my fav songs too.
"My heart only hurt when is beating."
<3Ash |
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